♥ Let me touch each one with healing hand and the gentle art for which I stand ♥

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 16:39:29 GMT

HAPPY NURSES DAY TO ALL BELOVED NURSES!!! I'M PROUD TO BE A NURSE!!!

Deep within each heart
There lies a magic spark
That lights the fire of our imagination
And since the dawn of man
The strength of just "I can"
Has brought together people of all nations

There’s nothing ordinary
In the living of each day
There’s a special part
Every one of us will play

Feel the flame forever burn
Teaching lessons we must learn
To bring us closer to the power of the dream
As the world gives us its best
To stand apart from all the rest
It is the power of the dream that brings us here

Your mind will take you far
The rest is just pure heart
You’ll find your fate is all your own creation
Every boy and girl
As they come into this world
They bring the gift of hope and inspiration

Feel the flame forever burn
Teaching lessons we must learn
To bring us closer to the power of the dream
The world unites in hope and peace
We pray that it will always be
It is the power of the dream that brings us here

There’s so much strength in all of us
Every woman child and man
It’s the moment that you think you can’t
You’ll discover that you can

Feel the flame forever burn
Teaching lessons we must learn
To bring us closer to the power of the dream
The world unites in hope and peace
We pray that it will always be
It is the power of the dream that brings us here

Feel the flame forever burn
Teaching lessons we must learn
To bring us closer to the power of the dream
The world unites in hope and peace
We pray that it will always be
It is the power of the dream that brings us

The power of the dream
The faith in things unseen
The courage to embrace your fear
No matter where you are
To reach for your own star
To realize the power of the dream
To realize the power of the dream

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 07:27:41 GMT

Nurses day are round the corner and I can still remember on the 1st of August last year I was invited to Istanna to celebrate nurses day with all my fellow nurses. Recently many things happened between my group members and me. I just wants to be alone and to be with some other classmates whom can really motivate me to study hard and to score well for all my examinations and tests. I'm not being very unreasonable but I just thinks they don't even know how's the stress level like when you're a sponsered student. You must excel well in your studies and not only that, your attendance and behaviour in school have to be 95% in order for you not to compensate the hospital. Well perhaps, they are still very young and haven really saw the real work of a nurse yet. Nurses are angels in disguise. Yup that's true but however, we're also the kind of person who have to experience so many hardships and all the types of angers that are being vent on us. It's not as easy as anyone could thought. Not all can be a nurse as nurses are the chosen one from God to help serve and save lives. Not only that, we had to also deal with some nasty doctors or lazy doctors that we had to come across. Worst of all is when you have to attend to a collapse patient. As a staff nurse, you have to be smart and act fast because every minute and seconds counts the death of a patient. Some might think being able to assist in a resus is great. Well that's all craps and this kind can only be shown on the television itself. When it comes to the real resus, everything have to be fast and quick. No use panicking and landed up not doing anything for the patient. Every step and procedure that we does becomes our responsibility. It's not easy being a staff nurse neither is it easy being an enrolled nurse too. Staff nurse have more responsibilities as compared to enrolled nurses but however, enrolled nurses stress level can be quite stressful too as you are responsible in taking care of 12 or more patients ADLS. But however for staff nurses, we had to always be alert and to also make sure that you administer the right drug if not you will cause the death of the patient. One wrong move and that's it. I prefer the older batch of nurses where they are more studious and professionals. I wants to learn from them and to pass out as an outstanding staff nurse instead of a blurred staff nurse. Dear God, please give me the strength to carry on and to move on. I need my motivation back like what I had in the past. Please lead me to the way, the truth and the life. I'll always remembered what my staff nurse Aisha had said to me. "Eileen please do not feel left out or discourage as you're the oldest in class. Though some classmates do not get along well with you forget it. They can never imagine how tough life as a nurse is. Focus on your goal and soon you will reach your destination. You are granted with more experienced as compared to the others so therefore, work hard and strive hard towards your dreams and I believe you can do it." Well babe, thanks for your advice and I really appreciate it a lot. It really warms my heart when I gets to hear such heart-warming consoles that my colleagues had given me. God thanks for everything and I hope that you will bring back my motivation and my strength to move on and to study hard. See me soon as a Staff Nurse in SGH...

Bye Bye Blog for a time being

Mon, 21 Jul 2008 23:03:49 GMT

I'll bid bye bye to this blog for a time being till after my exams which is on the 25th of July. After that, I'll be preparing for my mid year examinations. I'm going to study real hard in order to enter NUS or Uni of Sydney... So bye peeps for a time being...

A Memorable Bookmark

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 13:57:23 GMT

Recently while studying for my Anatomy and Physiology, I found this photo that was being slot in one of my textbook(As it is part of my bookmark) When I opened it up I was delighted and not only that, I do miss the great times we had at Sentosa. I remembered that was my very first time taking sky ride with this Gong. My favourite Gong and I miss her loads... Haha... Remember how I used to call you chocolate chips back in NUH ward 54 just because you had this mole somewhere around your face. Next time I'll take a more precise picture and circular it to let all of my audiences see that little cute chocolate chip on her face...

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 13:50:09 GMT

I enjoyed my polyclinic posting the most because I got to know new and great friends out there. Really like mixing with the rest of them especially my chemistry, Fari, Shah, Gloria and Yasmin...

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 13:34:52 GMT

People who are unable to motivate themselves must be content with mediocrity, no matter how impressive their other talents.

Tue, 08 Jul 2008 13:45:08 GMT

Had a great time last week playing volleyball again with my friends at Sentosa. Anyway, 5 more weeks to my mid-year exams and I am going to mug till the end. Just gotten my SGH sponsership and I have to really put in a lot of effort in order to get good grades. I'm afraid that if I didn't do well I have to compensate back to the hospital and worst of all blacklisted. Nursing is a great job and I love this job a lot but when it comes to the academic part, I felt it's tough. I really hope to gain back my motivation and to work hard towards my goal as an emergency nurse. Dear God, thanks for everything that you had given me. Thanks for granting my 21st birthday wish and it is non other than my continuation with my studies. Dear God, right now I just hope that everything will goes out fine and I can be able to graduate out fast as a staff nurse in sgh.

FED UP!!!

Mon, 23 Jun 2008 13:30:36 GMT

I am sick. I am suffering from constipation and insomnia. It's not a good sign actually but however, I am literally too tense up with my projects and studies. Anyway, I had a disagreement with this stupid guy. I called him stupid because he doesn't have a brain or what so ever. I think his cranial area is hollow. Totally hollow. And this is how the arguement goes about. He called me yesterday telling me that he's bored so being the kind soul I decided to give up part of my time and listen to what he said. And came out that everything is a total CRAP!!! Just admit it if you're just biased against me. Stop beating round the bush because I hate such losers! You're just an insensitive creature who doesn't understand one's feeling. Because of this, I am starting to dislike PAYCO. You apparently side for Stephaine rather than me by putting in good words for her and as for me, you just apparently condemn me to the core. Well is this fair for me? I doubt so. I am not jealous of Stephaine or what and no matter what she will still always be one buddy but however, I felt that people like you doesn't deserve having a friend like Stephaine. You know something? These words of yours can destroy my friendship with Stephaine and I really hate losing such a good friend just because words like yours came upon us and tries to destroy it. You should know I am a paranoid and sensitive type and I bet everyone needs their sense of belonging and security. I doesn't wants to attend PAYCO practices is because I have my reasons to it. Firstly, I'm working and can you imagine having to work 6 days in a week barely hardly any rest except for just a day. I admit I neglected lots of my good friends around me due to my work and also my studies. You think I like doing this? No! And if I have the time, I would also love to spend time with my loved ones or my friends out there. But you apparently discriminate me and torn up my pride. How would you feel if I am starts to practice biases against you and your good friend. You will not definately like it. No use saying that you meant it as a joke because what was being said can't be erased. Another reason why I dislike PAYCO was because of the cello teacher Cai Lao Shu. He is also like you. Practice biases against his students. Throughout this period in PAYCO, I didn't really enjoyed myself as much as others could because Cai Lao Shu will always emphasis on his better players as compared to me. I felt a total loss out as I was the worst cellist among the others. I believe the role of a teacher is to help those weaker students and not to help those better ones. Even his students are following his footsteps and then to become quite selfish into teaching the others around them. I dare said this right now because what I had said was true and right. Can you ever imagine not being able to even tell others who was in PAYCO that I was in nursing? The feeling is terrible because the moment I tell others what's my course, they will either starts laughing at me or rather look down on me because nurses do dirty job. However, I'm glad that after all this years of sufferings, I finally found the shoot of my bonsai plant starting to bloom it's pink pretty flowers. I'm glad that I did not chose a wrong path into coming into nursing even though I had thoughts of becoming a doctor once. Now I got to do something that I like yet those ironic words of yours made me got really disappointed in you. So all these while I am like your puppet being made use of from the start. If I knew from the start that this would happened, I would have chose not to befriend you fearing that more complications will come upon me. Remember the Chee Yao thingy? You apparently got me into trouble and yet I still forgive you for what you had done. Anyway for Chee Yao, all I can said that he's a total junk. Lifeless person that I had ever met. Anyway, friends out there if you happened to read this entry this guy I am referring to is Ho Tsu Yang from Payco. I really can't believe all this while I am such an idiot and a fool to believe him. Please don't behave as though you're so mature because you haven really saw the other ugly part of this world. I have this guts to pinned this entry down because I feels that you're the one who utterly disappoint me all this while. And know something? I finally saw the true colours in you...

Night Cycling

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 19:54:48 GMT

Yesterday was a great day for me. Had dinner with my favourite lecturers Mdm Phua and Mdm Lee at Swensen. Marcus, Gaya, Sahlawati and her daughter, Kelly and me was there and we chatted till we dropped dead. After that, we had earthquake ice-cream and it was soooo nice. After dinner, Kelly and me took a cab down to East Coast Park to meet Kah Mun and the rest for our night cycling. Our aim was to cycle from East Coast Park down to SGH. We started our journey at 11.30pm and came back to East Coast park at 4.30am as we were very exhausted by then and could not go on any further. It was thrilling but filled with sores and MUSCLE ACHES especially my buttocks, biceps and everywhere of my hands and legs joints. Anyway, it was an enjoyable outing though the pain was intolerable. I got a good news to share. SGH had accepted my sponsership and I'm glad. Finally, I am one step forward towards my dream to University of Sydney. I am going to mugged and I sweared I will. No matter how rough or tough this journey is going to be, I am going to stand hard on my feet and work hard to achieve what I wants in life and same goes to my relationship. I never had a fantastic relationship throughout my life. I always thought that I was a jink or something. Each time when I got into a relationship, it fails after a month or two. I'm just so afraid to face the consequences after my failure in my relationship. The feeling is terrible and honestly speaking,I am the kind of person who needs somemore to protect me and be there for me through my ups and downs. I do not go for perfection but what matters to me most importantly is the character of the opposite partner. Through these years, I did not really or seriously got into a stable relationship. All my relationship was a total thrash and I hate it. Each time when I fall out of love, my world becomes dull and lonely. I admit that I had friends that are always there for me but still, I believe everyone needs someone to be there for them and someone to care and love them too. Such a feeling can't be explain till you really found that special someone. Everything would be magical and it feels as though you're the luckiest person on earth to get that someone special. I do not believe in women independence. No matter how great, how powerful and how rich that woman was, still her life will be lonely and empty without any presence of love. Not love from your peers and families but the love between one particular person to the another. I believe that's how God had made us. Loving someone is not by looking at his or her appearance but how great her inner beauty would be. It's like a normal guy loving a mute lady despite her diabilities. And I can said such a thing had happened and I had also witnessed it with my own eyes. All of us have our needs just like how Maslow had categories our needs and belonging. Anyway, what I had posted today doesn't mean I had just broke off or whatsoever. I love to pen whatever I like and whatever comes to my mind. I still love my bf and it will always be unless he stop loving me one day. And I do hope that the one day would not ever come. I'm just happy being with him. A simple relationship yet a nice one. Thanks bf!

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 19:02:59 GMT

Our Engagement Photos... Haha

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 19:01:31 GMT

SGH Ward 48... Love my staffs to loads... My last day of work...

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 18:57:35 GMT

Unity is what we should have in order to save lives...

Shuyi my favourite SN...

The best SN around...

The 4 beauties...

Handsome Jai and me...

Passing Report Time...

Elsa passing over...

Sr Hone, SSN Mee Mee Cel, SN Ana

SN Aisha, SN Rama, SN Ana passing report...

My nursing days...

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 18:48:41 GMT

Xinhui and me on the bus...

Fulfilling my wish to be able to further my studies was one of my greatest birthday wish that I ever had...

My last day at SGH as an enrolled Nurse with my crazy staff nurse Eleanor... Love her a million loads...

My foundation programme working mates... Will Miss them so...

My four Beloved Friends...

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 18:43:45 GMT

Pictures that I'll always treasure... Part 1

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 18:42:48 GMT

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 08:45:51 GMT

Been engrossed with this particular song recently. Lyrics are rather meaningful and also it was sang by one of my adores...

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow i can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going
Coming
Thought i heard a knock(Whose there, Noone?)
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now i have realised
that i really didn't knooOooOw

If you didn't notice
You mean everything (quickly I'm learning)
To love again (all i know is)
I'm be oooOook

(Chorus)

Thought i couldn't live without you
It's going to hurt when it heals too
Oh yeaah (It'll All get better in time)
Even though i really love you
I'm gonna smile because i deserve too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)

(Verse)

I could of turned on the TV
Without something that would remind me
Was it all that easy?
To just put us out your feeling
If i'm dreamin
Don't want to let it (hurt my feelings)
But that's the past (i believe it)
And i know that, time will heal it

If you didn't notice
Well you mean everything (quickly i'm learning)
Oooh turn up again (All i know is)
I'm be ok

(Chorus)

Thought i couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh yeah(It'll all get better in time)
Even though i really love you
I'm gonna smile because
i deserve too oooooh
(It'll all get better in time)

(Bridge)

Since there's no more you and me (No more you and me)
This time i let you go so i can be free
And Live my life how it should be(No No No No No No)
No matter how hard it is
I will be fine without you
Yes i Will

(Chorus)

Thought i couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
I'm gonna smile cos i deserve too yes i do(It'll all get better in time)

Thought i couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too yeaaaah Ooooh oooooh (It'll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
Going to smile cos i deserve too Ooooooh (It'll all get better....)

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 17:33:21 GMT

Common tests finally came to an end and finally I can be able to get back my beauty sleep soon. Hubby is back and I'm glad that I finally get to meet him again after 3 weeks of separation due to my common tests and his work too. I just simply love his company as he really makes my day a lot. Loves the way he sleeps, loves the way he frown, loves the way he smiles, loves the way how he jokes around with his colleagues, loves the way he plays basketball or rugby, loves the way he works, loves the way he do CPR on dying patients, loves the way he laughs, loves the way he eats, loves the way he dresses up for work and lastly, I knew he loves me like how I loves him too. Thanks for being so tolerant at times and thanks for always being there for me when I am stressed with my work in school or at the hospital. Thanks for everything my bummy bee...

Dedicated specially to him

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 16:58:59 GMT

Makes Me Whole

Darling I want you to listen

I stayed up all night, so I could get this thing right

And I don't think there's anything missing

Cause a person like you, made it easy to do

I've waited for so long, to sing to you this song

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole

I think the angels are your brothers

They told you about me, said you're just what she needs

And I find myself thanking your mother

For giving birth to a saint

My spirit flies when I say your name

If there's one thing that's true

It's that I was born to love you

And your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole

You make my dreams

Come true over and, over again

And I honestly truly believe

You and me are written in the stars

I live my whole life through

To giving thanks to you

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole

Sun, 04 May 2008 23:39:59 GMT

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Sat, 22 Mar 2008 11:09:31 GMT

Finally found a blog in xanga and it's much better and convient... Will be shifting soon to my new blogger home... Will only inform those who are close to me about my blog if it's ready... Tata...

Life goes on...

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 19:02:36 GMT

I felt that my life this week is kinda exciting and fun basically I'm turning 21 soon in 2 days time and also this is my first time having a birthday party after all these 21 years of my life. I'm actually quite an introvert person and don't really need like the idea of mixing around. I was literally a nerd during my primary and secondary days. Never ever stepped into RTC before because fearing of my mother naggings and slaps that I would get if she was ever to find out that I break the school rules. I can still remembered the naughty things that I had done during secondary days was to copy during chinese spelling. I hated chinese a lot and I can't even speak for nuts unless simple understandable chinese. All this while I had been communicating with my family in english and I am born in an english speaking family till when I stepped into a mixed added school during primary school. After studying about a year in a mixed added school, I went over to a convent school and that's when I went back to square one; English speaking. Most of my friends can speaks really well and not only that, we had to attend speech and dramas every single week. But I like it as I felt it's kinda interesting. I can remembered the fun I had during primary and secondary school days and when I thought of it, I just wanna turn back to the time where I was because I'm scared of setting down in the near furture. Will my husband treat me good? Is he someone whom I can laid on for the rest of my life? Can he be able to love me and stay with me through ups and downs for the rest of my life? Am I a wonderful wife to him? Time flies and I can't wait for my upcoming future but also the fears of becoming a grown up. It's not easy becoming a grown up because there's so much of decision making as a grown up. As for my career, I just simply love this career though I complain a lot but it's just wonderful to be a nurse and with my very own beloved doc that I can lean on for the rest of my life hopefully. I'm glad that in this life, I made many wonderful friends that had always been with me through ups and downs and they are non other than Xinhui, Jocelyn, Carol, Kelly and Kah Mun. These friends are really special to me and they holds a place in my heart. Not forgetting my sister Violet and my parents especially my goondu mother who keeps nagging in my ears 24 hours but without her, I don't think I'll become what I am today. And lastly to my naggy boyfriend, thanks for everything. The smiles and boredeem that you had given me. Don't nag at me next time ok! I'll promise to be good in future... Anyway I'll post some pictures of my post makeover that I went yesterday at Beauty Box Studio. It's really a good studio for shoots and I can sincerely recommended it to those who wants to get their 21st shoots and also wedding couples. It's so much professional and also they can really do magics to every pictures that you had choosen. An example for my case. I had fat arms and they edit it till I looks really slim. But well, that the magic of having a photoshop installed in your computer. They can really do wonders to your picture. I can't post it on my journal yet because I have to wait till the next following month to get all my albums and pictures from Beauty Box studio itself. So yup will have to wait. I'll definately post the pictures up next coming month when I gets to blog again. Can't wait for a day more to my 21st birthday and lastly I had to thanks Mummy and Daddy for giving me a necklace from for my 21st birthday. Thanks parents! Love ya, my sister Violet, brothers (Kelvin and Ivan) and lastly my beloved woof pupdog Well Well...

Sun, 02 Mar 2008 08:38:55 GMT

Last day to my horrendus night shift. I'm jealous and sad. It's Sunday and I'm still working so hard. Can't wait to really take a break. I'm tired and sick and my sneezy nose had been with me for almost 8 days. Should I consult the doctor once again to ask for a stronger dosage for my cold? Well anyway, I met up with Jocelyn Chua on Thursday. As usual we did what girls does always. S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G and that spell the magnificant word in every womens' mind. Today is Valerie chalet and because of my terrible last night, I had to give it a miss since I'm on my last night. Can't wait for the next coming three off days for me. I just can't wait to date my girls out again. But I just hope they have the time to come out for a chat. Who else but the girls that I had been with always throughout these years and you know who am I referring to. 2nd night was bad because I really hate working with Dr Kristy. She's sucha bitch and a pain in the ass. Pretty? Yeah I agree she has the Miss Victorian look and style but who bothers sucha sarcastic bitch? Well I don't bother. Just let her said for all she wants because she had always been like these for quite sometime. Anyway, she's leaving so that's a good news for all of us. Well right now I am kinda missing the food that I had recently dine with my babes. I can't remember the store by the designs and food was great. It's located near NAFA. It's more of a girly style and I have this urge to dine at that place once again. Well perhaps I should dragged darling to bring me to that place to eat. I am like craving for more food now as I gets really hungry recently. Well these are mainly the signs and symptoms of pre- menstruation. However, I lost quite a lot of weight after stepping into the workforce. It's really tiring and I didn't even have the time to eat my lunch or dinner. Well better post some pictures for my this entry since it's like 1 in a million years that I got to blog...

Delicious Food and We LOVE IT!!!

Jocelyn and Xinhui the the pretty babes...

It's us again!!!

Thu, 07 Feb 2008 16:46:39 GMT

CNY is here and I am slacking around sticking my butt onto the sofa watching tons and tons of show on the TV. Darling has flown off yesterday leaving me alone again. But still, I'm glad that I have my television as my companion. Yesterday was reunion dinner and I had such a great full filling dinner for once and after dinner I went out to catch a movie at Jurong Point ( Kungfu) by Jay Chou and Charlene. Great show indeed and I rate 3.5 stars over 5. Now my next target would be Ah Long Pte Ltd and Cj7... Date me people pls... So many great shows is coming up and I can't wait to catch it... Anyway, got to end here soon... Too tired to blog any further as I had more and more visitings to do before my work starts on Sat again... See ya guys around...

Depressed!

Sat, 08 Dec 2007 17:08:34 GMT

Recently, I had not been myself. I have been isolating myself away from others as I am facing many many ups and downs right now. I don't know if I had chosen the right path or maybe this ward just doesn't suit me at all. I am already on the verge of breaking down and I just hope someone would be there to listen to me. I'm glad that darling had always been my side through my ups and downs but however, I can't possibility let him be by my side 24/7 always. I told myself that I had to be strong but however to no vaild. Today something happened to me and I'm terribly upset over it and had no one to tell to but my mother. Mum thanks for everything. I really can't stand this patient of mine anymore and sister is always putting me in charge of that stupid room. I had never come across such a demanding patient before who wants this and that always. And today I had to even due with a collapse case and also in the admission of new patients. Because of such hectic situation, I got really pissed off and I actually felt my pulse beating furiously. Talking a little louder has always been my habit and because of that patient thinks that I am very rude to her. If I am rude to her I won't be doing what she had requested me to do. I had developed this phobia in serving her and I just hope that she will leave this ward asap. Her husband scolded me just because he thinks that I did something bad to his wife but however, it's his wife the demanding one who always wants this and that and even wastes all the doctors time. In the past I always thinks that nurses are angels in diguise but now I felt that nurses are just servants in disguise. I just don't understand why must nurses be the one suffering patients verbally abuses when we just do what we're suppose to do. Is this fair for us nurses? We have our own family too and moreover, we're also humans. We have feelings too. Right now I just wanna take a break and erase all these stupid stuffs from my mind. I just hope that in the next coming future, it will be a better time for me. Anyway, I just wanna thanks mum and darling for hearing my sorrows out... Thanks... Both of you are the best gift that God had ever given to me...

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 16:53:26 GMT

Work is getting kinda tough and stress but however, I'm glad I have wonderful staffs who really helps me a lot. I am starting to get use to the life in SGH and I really enjoy it a lot. Staffs there are super hilarous including the doctors too except for the female ones. So the B-I-T-C-H... Yuck... can't stand most of them... Come in anyhow touch our documents and you'll see us nurses running after them... Anyway, everyday is always a busy day for me. Oh ya more about what happened recently... Last Monday or rather Tuesday when I was rushing my way to the mrt station; I saw someone! Guess who? It's none other than Karno... Haha... It's been quite sometime I didn't really see him and I actually bump into him at SGH. Haha... Damn happy to see my ex colleague and at times, I do miss NUH too... After that when I was heading halfway down to the MRT station, I bump into Eleanor! hahaha... So heippy ah!!! x1000000 This girl rawkz me and I love her too... Muack muack muack baby!!! I love you... Haha... Anyway darling is back from his mission trip just this Monday... I miss him loads and I can't imagine him leaving me for a total of 14 days= 2 weeks without any email or sms... =( But luckily, most of my time spent is on my work and so these 2 weeks passes by quickly... Finally! Darling is back at my side and I felt really glad and fortunate to have his company... He will never fails to makes me smile and laugh each time when I frown or whenever I'm stress at work... I just simply can't get enough of his warmth, care, smell and sight of him... His embrace makes me felt that I'm the most fortunate girl in the world... Dear! Thanks for everything! Love ya !!! =)